~Le update thread~

[Kitana]

Makes sense for me to place something like this up considering everything. Tomorrow I got to go in for another appointment then some wisdom teeth pulling as it needs taking care of ontop of everything else. I'm so tired of the needles I hate needles. T_T.. But yeah so considering they gonna knock me out then dope me up. I may or may not be on tomorrow. If I'm not so in pain or tired I will be. IF it turns out it's my turn to post in the Battle thing please shoot me IM on skype or pm here. I'll leave my skype on and I'll either post of have my friend do so on my behalf cuz she knows me well ^^.

Be well boys and gals. And again thanks for those who continued to support and those that scold me to rest up. ^^

[Kitana]

Apologies for the lack of posting. Sickness kept getting worse and then the constant doctor visits on top of dealing with people's lies and much not needed added stress. The nauseous feeling is kinda finally dying down. Pain is a little more tolerable. They want me to get some fresh air today even though I feel really fatigued maybe it would be a good idea to go outside for a bit. I'll probably just go sit by the nearby park for awhile. I'll reply later today I promise. And I always try my hardest to keep my word.

So again I'm sorry guys. I am trying in all aspects.

I'll always have my skype on my phone if anyone needs me for anything or just to chat.

[Miyamoto Kenji]

Take the time you need, Kit. We'll be here when you're ready to crank out posts again.

[Kitana]

My apologies Kenji and Roman for the wait.. Between constantly not feeling so well and a lot of drama that's just been keeping me on a very low point in life. I'ma try to keep up with the posting while I can. I'm trying to see if my friend Lisa will maybe join up, or at least take over since she knows me well and hell she's the one that got me into rping to begin with. Love her. Can't make any guarantees as I'm also gearing up for my surgery. Hoping all goes well. I hate not finishing things and keeping people waiting. I really do apologize.

Thanks to those few that's been keeping my head up.

[Kitana]

I apologize deeply for my sudden disappearance for all this time. I've been trying to fight it really hard to stay active and not let it effect me. But it's finally honestly truly hit me so hard I just really couldn't fight it off. I also got really sick with a cold which isn't a good thing considering and with that I had to push back the surgery cause I can't do it while having the cold. I haven't forgotten about anyone. This is just the first time I've truly been able to be on the computer itself. Not to mention mentally just feeling really drained cause some people despite everything still want drama. *rolls eyes* I'm very very sorry. I'm trying to get back on my feet and so forth. I'm pushing through. I'm not out for the count.

~Lee Lee

[Uesugi Kenshin]

I'm hoping everything is alright soon. You're a strong person, just keep pushing forward and soon good days will come.

[Kitana]

Thanks Eric. Me too. I just want one part to be completely over with ya know. But some people just aren't making it easy but that's life no? I'm pushing forward as much as I can. Same goes for you too. IF there's anything you got it. At least the cold is dropping so *crosses fingers* hopefully it'll stay that way so I can do what I really need to so I can work on a true recovery process.

[Kitana]

Thought I truly log in and give an update. Been feeling a bit better. Trying to keep things normal to those I honestly haven't told and such. Crafting to keep my mind busy. Finally doing the surgery by the end of this week. So *crosses fingers* I hope all goes well and that afterwards there's nothing but good news to follow. Mainly cause we never told my grandmother (my only living grandparent) and we wanna try to see her so I wanna make sure I'm all well for that visit. So crafting is gonna be my main source of hopeful funding for it. I started today with Perler beads.

My first attempt I believe came out well.

But yeah I want to thank everyone that always gave well wishes and those that were truly there for me through a lot of hard times. I'll be back in swing very soon. And I know I know.. focus on the recovery I am. I have been hence me being away. But still I keep you guys in my thoughts believe me or not. Still wishing you all the best. Keep your heads up and keep pressing forward.